Amy

sweetums408 @ 2004-03-30T18:47:00

2004-03-30T23:50:02Z

Today isn't a great day. Not only did I have 3 tests but i think i failed 2 of them. And i'm not talking like omg i got a C, i literally didn't know any of the answers.

I was supposed to hang out with Mark tonight but I'm just not up to doing anything. I finally have a day off of work so i just want to do some stuff for myself as well as get caught up with some school work.

I don't want to sound whiney but some people are just really bothering me. The sad thing is that i'm friends with them. People i thought i could trust, i can't. And surprisingly the people who are actually there for me aren't at all who i expected. But thanx if your reading this. I don't understand why people lie to me about really stupid stuff.

All I know is that i'm great at keeping stuff inside, and i guess i will continue to because no one ever expects me to show emotion anyways.

5 AM

2003-04-23T09:07:09Z

Hello live journal.
I havent written in this since last september but hey what else r u gunna do at 5 AM? So not that anyone is going to read this but why do u ask im aup at 5 AM? lol, well i'm sick over spring break and i couldnt sleep. I dont really have much to say. Nothing too exciting is going on with my life. I work at 11 today so maybe i should gp back to sleep now. Maybe i'll write in this again in another 8 months.

yAwN

2002-09-11T23:00:03Z

So I wake up this morning and I decide I feel like crap. So I go to my neighbors Steph's house and pick her up for school since she needed a ride and I already told her the night before I would take her. Then I went and picked up Jen and dropped them off and went back home. I went back to sleep and slept until about 1, it was nice. I think i just felt like crap since i did too much yesterday. I had to work right after school then babyit and then do my hw.

I guess everyone is going to the memorial thing at farmington tonight. I'd rather not since hearing about it upsets me and I really don't want to think about it. I'm just glad that no one I know was hurt and I still have my loved ones which I sometimes take for granted.

Tomorrow is a sleep in, thank god. I hate school and i just want it to be the weekend so I can hang out with my friends and just do whatever. Plus I'm not going to school monday for yom kippor so long weekend will be amazing.

I have no idea what I'm going to do friday. I told brooke i'd go to the harrison game with her but then reisa asked me to do something with her and the fearsome fivesome friday. I haven't hung out with all of them in forever and I don't see reisa as much because she doesn't go to north anymore :( I'm sure that monica already made new plans since she's always preoccupied and so i guess i can hang out with them another night. Harrison games scare me. 1) I don't go to school with any of these people 2) everyone is way too into the game 3) I don't enjoy seeing ex boyfriends or anyone that i have met with ex boyfriends who question me and ask me stupid questions.

I'm jealous or other people's relationships. Not that there is anything wrong with mine...i think but I hear so much cute stuff and I just wish i had some of it sometimes.

Now I need to write this dumb paper for creative writing so I can actually pass a class.

sweetums408 @ 2002-06-04T20:58:00

2002-06-05T01:30:44Z

today i didn't go to school cuz i hurt my neck and i went back to sleep and i didn't wake up until 11 and i wasn't going to go to school for one class. I did practically nothing all day...it was nice. and that was my day? lol why am i even writing in this? i have nothing to write about. so uh yeah.

My pointless day

2002-05-30T22:00:11Z

Why do i even go to school on tuesdays and thursdays? I have teen issues, word processing and english. What a waste of time.

So in teen issues today it was our "cooking day" and me and sam made chocolate chip cookies....that turned out kinda flat. Then we had 6th hour set so we watched star wars episode 1 in that and in english class. In word processing i'm mad cuz whatever i do i get an 86% in that class so i yelled at ms conway. but she probably didn't even hear me since she is deaf. I hate that class there is no one to talk to and we have assigned seats so it makes it worse. 8 more days of school...if i live that long.

I pointed and laughed at Brandon today and he saw me. It was funny but he just doesn't take a hint that Monica doesn't like him and Monica doesn't seem to tell him.

Brandon to Mr. O- hm hum hum hm mmm
Mr. O- What? i can't understand you
Brandon- Hum mm mmmm hum hm
Mr. O- Yeah, just do whatever you want
Brandon- SWEET!
*Can anyone really understand him?*

sweetums408 @ 2002-05-26T00:58:00

2002-05-26T05:13:16Z

life is weird. just when u think u have it all figured out you realize something that changes your whole perspective. Just last night i thought i knew it all, now i feel left out and missing something. My heart and my brain are going in different directions, which one to go with i'm not so sure. Which one i have choosen before still not sure. But the one i have chosen in previous times isn't the right one.

If this makes no sense to u i'm glad. It isn't really something that you are supposed to get but what i'm supposed to realize when i refer back to this. It's 1 o clock in the morning and i just got home. I'm tierd, confused and imagining what life would be if i did things differently. Why u ask? i'm not sure myself. If u don't think this sounds like me try having a conversation with me next time late at night. I think my brain doesn't function during the day making me look kind of ditzy. I just wish i could have someone to actually talk like this to...so i could stop the act that i sometimes play. well i'm off to bed. goodnight

work

2002-05-23T02:11:44Z

so today was my first day of work. It was scary but not really after i was there for awhile. I worked for 4 hours my first day. It's so hard standing up for that long! i was gunna go sit on the floor. so i left school and started at 3 and was there until 7. I came home and ate.

Then i watched the final show of felicity...how sad. i've only seen 3 episodes of that show and they were the last 3. but they were really good! now i'm really tierd and my brain isn't functioning properly. School sucks....13 more days. not that i'm counting.

sweetums408 @ 2002-05-21T17:17:00

2002-05-21T21:27:50Z

this is proof I read your journal monica! but i don't know if taking this quiz was a good thing or a bad thing...is there a hidden message in this thing? cuz i'm lost.

That bite me thing is kinda harsh. Or do they mean it as...ok nvm i'll just stayed confused.

So today i came to school late. Missed part of 2nd hour...As usual, and when i came in we were watching fly away home. wtf is that? that has nothing to do with teen issues and Mrs. Morrish was cooking turkeys in the ovens behind us and it smelled. Well i'm hungry i'll write more later. maybe.

sweetums408 @ 2002-05-20T20:57:00

2002-05-21T01:08:37Z

so i'm just sitting down to eat my pizza. yumm! and the phone rings and it's reisa. she was like i'm in the neighborhood can i stop by? and i was like alright. And then she's in my driveway honking lol. So she comes in and takes some of my clothes. Then we went back to her house and i took some of hers and played with her kitty. Then i had to be home by 7 30 so we stopped at monica's house for like 10 min. I think she thinks we are crazy cuz we were singing booty songs ahahaha. Question! What does everyone have and pirates and thieves try to steal? THE BOOTY!!!

So i watched the season finaly of 7th heaven and cleaned my room. Matt got married! haha i don't really like that show that much anymore it's too unrealistic for me.

we wern't skipping....

2002-05-20T19:30:03Z

so 2nd hour totally sucks so i grabbed rachel in the hall and we skipped it and we went in the upstairs bathroom. It was really funny and i washed my hands everytime someone came in so it looked like we were actually there for a reason.

I don't really remember much of today i duno i did some homework and got assigned some projects and stuff...usual school day. They hired me at hallmark so i finally have a job that i start wednesday. uhmm i can't really think of anything else to say. but i'd do (anything) (she get it from) her mama!

Movie

2002-05-20T02:03:49Z

Tonight I saw About a boy with steph. It was good and funny and serious and cute i guess? I haven't seen her in a while so it was cool.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow...in fact i'm dreding it. I don't want to sit there and learn about dumb stuff that i'm going to forget right after i step out of that classroom. There isn't really any point. Nobody can concentrate because the school year is over anyways so skipping is always on my mind. Which isn't a good thing. It's just too tempting.

So I have no idea what i'm doing lately. Serendipity...the movie didn't mean anything to me until i really thought about it. I mean nothing like that ever happens, i mean it's a movie. But the fact that everything happens for a reason kind of scares me. So why am i sitting here writing in this? There must be a reason but i'll never know or maybe i will? I don't know. I'm just confusing myself. I'm thinking about things too much lately. I'm just trying to figure out who i am and what i want and stick with it for once.

If you read this. post comments!...cuz i really have no idea who reads this.

sleepover!

2002-05-19T19:06:43Z

I just got home from Brookie's house. We went to the mall yesterday at around 3 and I saw so many people there! We spent about 3 hours there, brooke got a shirt but i didn't buy anything. So then her mom drove me to my house to pick up my clothes to sleepover at her house. I have no idea what we did from 6-11, lol sat around and stuff. Then we watched serindipity then we went to bed.

We woke up this morning around 10:30 and we were really happy that we didn't have to go to church. We ate chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast...yum!! Then we watched island in the sun. haha it was pretty bad.

Now i'm home alone and i should be working on my hw but i'm too lazy. My parents went to greek town to look at art or something... i duno i wasn't really listening :)

rOaRr

2002-05-16T19:58:08Z

ok so there is this girl in my history class we will call her Susie for the sake of this. Susie sits at my table and everything has to be perfect for her. so i get to my seat and i find this drawing of weed and a guy smoking a bong. So susie was like what is that? and i waslike i dn i found it here. And me and andrea were like do u even know what that is? And she thought the guy with the bong was a guy playing a trumpet. annd i was like no he's smoking a bong. and she's like he's playing a dong? whats a dong? and i just went with it cuz there was nothing better to do so i was like haven't u ever played the dong? so finally after like 10 min our table told her what it was.

She has a thing where you can't write her name on anything. I don't know what kind of mental thing it is but she freaks out. So i wrote *susie Smith on the top of the paper with the drug stuff on it. She freaks out and so i try to push it under the wall into the next classroom and she like tackles me. She didn't get it tho. She took my crossword that was due and was like if u don't give me that piece of paper i'm not giving you your hw. So i gave Tara the paper and susie gave tara my hw and we switched. I turned in my hw and i came back to my desk and drew the picture that was on the other paper and wrote her name haha and i left it in the room.

I mean i try not to be mean but some people just take things to the next level. If she didn't freak out about everything then i wouldn't have done any of it. Plus, we don't do anything in that class so it amused me and my table for awhile.

Quotes of the day

Yo Ms Conway! this is the millionith time i've done this and i'm gunna break this computer! - this girl in my word processing class

Your an old hag you really need to retire - Holly

Sleep in!

2002-05-15T00:08:47Z

This morning I had a sudden urge to not go to school. So i asked my dad if I could go after 2nd hour and set and he said yeh. So i went back to bed and slept for another hour. I got up and worked on me and Amy's history project for an hour. So she wouldn't have to come over later to work on it.

Nothing really happened at school. Three people in my english class are suspended, I think thats kinda funny. Me and Lenora accomplished that "sped english" classes always have shit on the floor and AP english classes are always clean. Maybe if certain people would stop throwing stuff at me. hehe. I came home to remember i have a spanish quiz tomorrow a history project and hw due tomorrow, math hw and a bio test tomorrow. i was mad. I'm still working on history now, I'm supposed to make a cd of this vietnam song. I'm so sick of that class grrr. I'm sick of all my classes come to think of it, except english and geometry. All the rest are freshmen classes and none of my good friends are in any of them except rachel hehe love u rach!

I can't wait til summer and if u have a pool expect me over quite a bit. 5 more hours of driving and i get my license and my car. well i hafta go finish some stuff up.

ouch!

2002-05-14T01:41:02Z

so today I made a complete idiot of myself. So me and rachel were sitting at lunch and rachel takes one of my fries and throws it at these guys at the table behind us. I was like stop they are gunna think i threw it and come after me! (jokingly) So I'm sitting there and then all of a sudden i'm on the floor. I thought one of the guys at the table behind me tackled me for throwing a fry and so did rachel cuz she just so me on the ground. So i'm sitting there and i'm like uh what am i doing on the floor and i find out that tom got into a fight with some junior guy when tom threw grapes at him and laughed and the kid just came after him. So i'm sitting there watching tom choke this kid against a table in front of his gf. I finally got up and my butt hurt the rest of the day. that is my story for the day :)

ZzZzZz

2001-12-29T17:42:30Z

I've been taking care of my neighbors dog for the past 4 days and I hafta wake up every morning at 8 o clock so i haven't slept in, in a very long time. i think i need to go back to bed. David came over last night we had so much fun. He brought over The Score but i don't even know what it was about. i'm really bad at sittingt here and watching movies. He left this morning for colorado and he won't be back until friday...i already miss him. On new year's i'm goin to brookes house, it's all hhs people so i'm gunna feel really outta place. o well. i need to go shopping cuz i returned a lot of my christmas presents so i need to spend it now! hehe.

sweetums408 @ 2001-11-02T09:51:00

2001-11-02T14:59:41Z

it was so cool this morning my mom said i didn't hafta go to school cuz it was a half day and all i had was spanish and acting. so i kinda slept in but i had a bad dream so i woke up. So i came online and the only person online was john and he was like i'll take u to school cuz he didn't have school today then he was like go get ready and i was like noo then he threatened to come and pick me up....hehe. yea so today i have no idea what i'm gunna do. i wanna see david but o well. tip- don't throw silly putty eggs filled with batteries at someone cuz they just might bounce off their heads and land on the teacher...ALISA! lol

ok i'm monica....
why are you wearing a bong on your head? (Mr. Ozar)

sweetums408 @ 2001-09-18T18:03:00

2001-09-18T22:12:28Z

i just wrote in this cuz mike told me too. i didn't even know u read this.

AHH today was the best. nobody was in school today since it's rosh hashanah, so the most people in any of my classes was 6. In personal fitness me and steph just played with this giant bouncy ball and a volleyball and we were making stupid games up and i couldn't stop laughing and the ball kept making me fall over. Then i went to english and nobody was on my side of the room so i was all alone except for the little loser crowd but we watched this indian subtitle musical and it was really funny and i ate candy the whole time yummy :P then i went to history and we had a sub and it was like me, ai, steph, ivan and this really annoying ghetto brittany. and he made us watch these stupid sports bloopers yea so that was my day :) so i hafta go to mon's in a little to work on our acting skit argggg.

sweetums408 @ 2001-09-09T12:07:00

2001-09-09T16:21:16Z

this morning i was woken up by a woodpecker who was pecking at my window at 8 this morning but it was ok cuz i had to go to church @ 9. church was boring as usual but i got to hang out with byran. i'm really mad and confused at everything i just don't know what to do about anything thats happening in my life. it just seems like i don't fit in anywhere. i really don't want to go to north anymore...

school

2001-08-30T22:33:27Z

~my classes~

1st hour - spanish 1...o help me! class with me 5 other sophomores a junior and the rest freshmen. they are getting so on my nerves, they keep talking about how they knot their way around the school i'm kudo's to u. ughhh

2nd hour - journalism - worse than first, somehow i got stuck in this unbelievably hard class that i get homework in so i'm gunna switch into choir or ceramics (don't really care which) just anything to get me outta there even tho meg, alisa, and lez are there.

3rd hour - acting - omg most embarrassing class in the world i cannot get in front of people i don't know and make a complete dumbass out of myself! i am so shy it's funny. but monica's in it and lindz, sam and mon's fav person lol...i know u hate her.

4th hour - english - THIS CLASS IS AWESOME, new teacher Mr. Ozar who has to be the funniest teacher in the world. i think he gets dressed in the dark tho! me and cory just laugh at him all hour. mr. O thinks he is black and says retarded stuff i.e. word?, hommie g, flipside geez too many to name :)

5th hour - geometry - (horny horner) lol jamerz!there is what 16 people in this class onle 6 are sophomores so we have the hilarious stupid seniors who don't know shit. i just talk to cory, jamie, gary and rachel all hour. i'm way too ditzy when i'm with jamie.

6th hour - us history - mr finney...weirdo. all we do is rolls out eyes at this guy..somehow he knows every story about a teacher or a student getting beat up so we just hear those stories instead of history. fun people tho, bat (steph), racket (Ai), somehow i'm mitten lol, alisa, suzanne, alysa, mere and IVAN! hehe even tho he like hates me...lol i luv him tho.

7th hour - bio - ok why couldn't they just have given me this class last year so i could have gotten it over with. it's ok tho cuz there is 12 sophies. i sit in the middle of my bitchy neighbor and this tiny kid who knows everything, i hate people like that! i wanna go back to geo that had to be the best class ever!

well this year pretty much sucks teachers are weird but atleast i'm friends with people in my classes. i wanna go to HHS! maybe next year? we got our school pictures today...

sweetums408 @ 2001-08-19T15:23:00

2001-08-19T19:30:22Z

ok i don't know why it said september

sweetums408 @ 2001-09-19T15:11:00

2001-08-19T19:26:00Z

i haven't wrote in this for a while. i stayed at monica's while my parents went to sauatuck, they still aren't home and i have nothing to do since i have no rides anywhere. i wanna see a movie tonight but i dunno. grr it just stopped raining, i luv it when it rains. kelly is finally home from cali, i can't wait to see her! i can't believe school starts in a week it's gunna be so weird. i think i've changed a lot over the summer... i just got home from my cousins surprise party, a lot of cute guys :P

sweetums408 @ 2001-08-13T21:25:00

2001-08-14T01:45:40Z

ya so i went to drivers ed and mere is in my class!!! i am so glad i'm friends with someone in there. so i scheduled driving tomarrow @ 12:10 but i forgot i had a haircut at 10:30 so i'll be cutting it close. i was crying so hard earlier cuz my parents won't take me driving and i hafta drive on a road tomarrow and i'm gunna be so clueless of what to do. so my mom took me in my subdivison. everyone else in my class had been driving before and i don't want to totally suck and kill myself. so i am terrified and i don't want to take this stupid class anymore i don't want to drive...i'll just take the bus or get a ride or something. me and mon played vball and we kinda hit a bees nest and they came out and it was scary. then she threw the ball at me and it was like in the air and i turned around and she yelled for me to see the ball and it hit me in the head so we were both laughing really hard cuz it reminded us of kev :) so i think i'm gunna go to bed early tonight because i am soooo tierd and i hafta wake up at like 10 tomarrow.

sweetums408 @ 2001-08-13T11:35:00

2001-08-13T15:43:07Z

i have driverstraining at 3 :( i don't really want to go it ruins your whole day grrr. so i'm goin to monica's in like 20 min so i can walk there from her house because my dad has a meeting and she lives closer to the church than i do. i have no idea wat else i'm gunna do today???

sweetums408 @ 2001-08-12T17:28:00

2001-08-12T21:40:35Z

so, last night monica, steph, david and kevin came over. stephie and monica came over at like 7:30 and we played vball until we got sick of it. so then we ordered pizza and we waited for kevin and david and the pizza. when they got here we went outside and played vball...hehe. it was kinda dark so nobody could actually see what they were doing, and the ball kept going into the bushes where the rabid squirrel was last seen. then we went inside and watched a movie. but then we got bored of it and went back outside to play more volleyball. i hit kevin in the head twice accidently, i kinda felt bad lol. then me and steph ran down the street for no reason and then me and david got into a a little fight and we were throwing the vball at eadchother and i ran into the chimes and i fell a bunch of times and my ass hurts now. so then my dad took them home but i didn't want him to cuz he's embarrassing and for some stupid reason all of my friends like him? ....weird. so now i'm just bummin :)

Amy